Am i Evil?
Mood:  don't ask
I am 48% evil.

I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

Confused
Mood:  loud
Whaaaa!!! i wanna scream at the top of my lungs!!! i'm RAGING MAD!!! i'm at a lost... i can't describe my feelings right now...im hanging in the balance of my equillibrium... i'm sad, mad, in love, in pain, scared and all that crap! i don't know who to trust anymore! i'm torn among the emotions running through
my veins... it's killing me...

perfect song:

i dont want the world to see me..coz i dont think that they'll understand..when everything's made to be broken.. (i'm already broken!!!) i just want you to know who i am...

i'm so confused... i don't know where to stand... i want to find myself... but i don't know how...

FUCK HIM!!!
Mood:  irritated
FUCK! to hell with him! I'm FUMING MAD! he's really a JERK! bastard talaga! he's making up bullshit excuses! i'm not stupid! pinapaikot nya ko! what the HELL?!!! nakakapikon na talaga! ang gulo nya! we got back together the other day (thursday) super sweet nya that time but then after non iba na naman sya! ang gulo! sana hindi nalang sya bumalik in the first place!!! GAGO TALAGA! tapos now he's making a hell lot of excuses just to defend his freakin' self! thing is, I was really hoping na maayos! kala ko ok na tapos then there he goes again! nagpapakabullshit! Pinasok pa nya ung topic about his mom!!! what a freak! whaaa!!! Nakakainis talaga! of all the people na mafafall ako sa JERK pa! shit talaga! ang saya ng life ko! talked to carlo last night... i'm glad he's there all the way to support me... 'di ko lam gagawin ko kung wala sya... hiya lang me 'coz i don't wanna interfere sa life nya now... kase nga diba... :) kaya lang walang ibang matakbuhan eh... he's practically my bestfriend anyway... hay, basta! asshole talaga sya!!! un lang!

Whew!
Mood:  happy
happy na ko now... we got back together na! weird ba? yesterday lang i was talking about blah blah stuff and now ok na naman ako! di ko kaya eh... mahirap sya mawala... ganun yata talaga if love mo na eh... shit! never expected this to happen... i thought wala lang before... sabi nga nila you'll never find out how much you love a person unless you loose him na... sana lang magwork out kase pag hindi... i don't know what to do anymore! pero i'm still freaked out kase there's a lot of doubts goin' on in my mind... i know hindi dapat pero you can't blame me... he's the type who falls in love easily with another girl or friend or whatsoever you may call it... kaya i'm scared... sobra! i don't wanna get hurt anymore... (as if naman that's possible) pero we'll see... malay mo maging ok... goodluck nalang sakin...

la lang
Mood:  caffeinated
i'm at work right now... la lang just wanna share my thoughts... weird kase eh... i'm was inlove with two people at the same time... pwede pala talaga un... parang switching mode... whoever you're with... in love ka... mmasama ba un? 'di naman diba? as long as hindi mo sila niloloko... basta at least i tried... tried to work it out (you know who) so i have no regrets or whatsoever even though he did me wrong... ganun talaga... kakaiba lang kase out of all my experiences wala pa ring naitulong sakin un... ganun pa rin ang outcome... men will always be men... nothing can change that... hay naku! where are all the decent guys ba? kase naman kung hindi taken, bading! hay... exhausting lang talaga! sabagay masarap ang single life, you can date anyone you want... free ka from going out... you can go wherever you want un nga lang nobody cares whatever happens to you... sabagay your friends will always be there for you naman eh... basta bahala na! i'll just try to live my life to the fullest para no regrets ako in the end... :)

I'm Fine Now...
Mood:  hug me
ok na ko... i've finally accepted the fact na we're not meant for each other... tanggap ko na rin na he found someone new na... o well... that's life you can't have everything... i'm happy that all through this marami akong friends na matatakbuhan and i'm grateful for that... pati si carlo andyan for me so i'm happy... kahapon kase i was so devastated eh... pero now okay na ko narealize ko na he's not worth crying for kase kung lolokohin nya lang ako hello?! sayang tears ko... sana lang di ko na sya makita... a lot of people warned me na... di ako nakinig... ayan tuloy... tsk tsk tsk... di na talaga ata sya pwede magbago eh... oh well, what happened happened na... i guess i just have to deal with it... anyway, thanks guys for being there for me... love you all... :)

My Life SUCK!
Mood:  irritated
i hate my life! lahat nalang ata ng guys na mamahalin ko sasaktan ako! when can i find the perfect match for me?! grabe! sobrang crushed na naman ung heart ko now! never expected this to happen to me agsin for the second time around! jackpot talaga! parang pangasar! whaaaaaaa!!!!!!
shit! 1 nalang bibinggo na! i'm really confused... i don't know when to trust anymore... i don't know if i'll ever believe that there's a right guy for me out there... PARANG I'LL HAVE A SINGLE LIFE FOREVER... bahala na!

Website Advisory
Mood:  chatty
If you wanna visit my website just type in
black ice sitehttp://iczy.cjb.net love you all! mwuah!

pout pout ice
Mood:  blue
Topic: ...nakakasad naman...
i'm really not in the mood right now... "we" are not in good terms kase... we're currently not in "speaking terms"... i don't know until when to pero i hope maging okay na kase hello?! syempre i want us to be okay naman... help anyone... :)